sitting monkey » Archive of 'Jan, 2006'

still truckin

the seminary finished the first section of teachings and now we’re wrapping up another three days of meditation intensive. i’m so glad i came for this, it has been wonderful to study this material again and deepen my understanding. we’ve been covering all the most basic concepts in buddhism: the four noble truths, karma and the twelve nidanas, samsara and the six realms, and the nature of self. tomorrow starts the next study section, where we deepen these ideas and then discuss avoiding the conceptual extremes of existence and non-existence, how compassion is both a fruition of and path to enlightenment, and the various stages of the path and bringing meditative equipoise into daily life and action.

long days

my typical practice period day here gets going at 6:30 am when i’m usually showered and dressed. i’ve often had to sound the call to practice horn at 6:45 am and then ring the gongs to have everyone line up for morning chants. all this is in silence. my day has typically been over around 9:30 pm but then i have some preparations to make for the next day, like creating a detailed schedule for the shrine time and gatekeepers. so not much time to socialize or do much else.

tomorrow the study period begins which will have a similar start but end with lots of readings for classes before bed. i have to keep up with all the readings and take good lecture notes because i’m facilitating a discussion group of about six students. so i probably won’t be able to blog much during this program, though i’ll try.

next transition

today ends a three day practice intensive for our seminary. it’s impressive how much faster this crowd settled compared to the two intensive programs i just finished. within three days this group of seminarians settled down as fast and as deeply it felt as people who have sat for two weeks. perhaps it’s a well practiced or an over-serious group, but it has really helped me settle quickly in the same way. i feel so calm right now it just feels good to sit and feel my own breathing.

tonight we start studying in ernest though and for the next nine days there will be a deluge of reading and talks to attend. i’m excited.

safely in vermont now

my trek cross country went well and i only had to relate to one storm on the way. i’m now safely in vermont, somewhat settled in, and now madly relating to the seminary program starting tomorrow.

i’ve been asked to do more than i originally thought. instead of just coordinating the practice portion of the program i’m now coordinating both practice and study, and i’m a teaching assistant. so i probably will be consumed and out of touch for a few days.